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Friday, March 16th, 2007
5:39 am	oh yeah...! Yay!! I'm going to Prison today!!!! (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 23rd, 2006
5:40 pm	Hey Kids! Here I am in New Hampshire until sunday morning-yay-!   So FYI: i have a new cell phone which means a new number---> so get a hold of me if you want it cause i'm not giving it out to just anyone :o)  Hope everyone had a great thanksgiving!! Current Mood: nearly completely bored (Comment on this)
Friday, November 17th, 2006
8:25 am	just a random post... Countdown update:  23 hours and 24 min. until I am on my way back to NH for break!!! Can't wait! <3 that AND i'm getting a new cell phone this weekend...can we say VERIZON !! Current Mood: psych test in a few...ewww (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 15th, 2006
12:23 am	so unfortunately my cute lil' cell phone is no longer...it is broken. :o(  but all is not lost because word on the street is that i may be joining verizon very soon!! **cross your fingers** in other news i will be taking my first Train ride this saturday from syracuse, ny to worcester, ma.  and i'll be home for basically an entire week for thanksgiving break! NOTE: I will be at my step-dad's for break um yeah in other news...i have pre-registration for spring term in about ...... 7.5 hours. and yah i don't think i really have anything else to say...just that i miss a lot of you guys and i hope to hear from some familiar faces cause ny isn't all that great...it's fun and my friends are amazing....but nothing tops childhood friends ya know? later kids i'm off to sleep...i hope...wish me luck on my business test and 300 level psych test  -_-  *blah* Current Mood: exhausted, but in an okay way (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, September 17th, 2006
12:27 pm	i'm a bad person... so i know my last post was way happy and up beat cause all is going according to plan :o).....but not everything is going according to plan... what happens when something you've been holding on to is still there and something new is presenting itself??? I know what some of you would say...what are the chances that the something you've been holding on to is going to stick around?  Why not go for the something new--when it's there and looking like it's stable...??    y'all know me...i vie for stability in my life, but i got that at college---in an odd way---but i still got it...and some of you know me a bit better knowing htat i won't just take something even if it's in my best interest...(that and i like to be unpredictable at times)... on a scale of black and white, the area of relationships has always been a bit gray to me.  i've recently decided that with all that's going on i shouldn't get into a relationship....but then that something comes along...i've held onto it for awhile...some of you know more about it and you may know whats running through my head....cause i'm still trying to figure it out...my roomies say i need closure so that i can move on...and i agree...the way some things were left let's just say...it was left unfinished.  Even if i were able to get the guts to see whats going on---whether it was closure and final, or if something came of it....i'd be happy that i was just able to get somewhere with it ya know?  you know what they say---can't move on til you've packed up and let go and well, i haven't let go.   but i feel like a wicked bad person...but i've been honest with any and all parties involved (including the roomies lol) i don't know what to do or what's expected of me...and i dont' want to disappoint anyone...i dont' feel as though i'm being foolish, or leading people on...i've been upfront about my position...ce la vie, no? well it's back to the mound of hw i have .... thanks for letting my run my mouth for a bit--sorry if anyone who read this felt their time was wasted---an advice is more than welcome! :o) Current Mood: loose ends need to be tied (Comment on this)
Friday, September 8th, 2006
12:07 pm	Hey guys!!  It's been a bit since i've last update this thing.  Guess i just haven't had much to say lately!  classes are going well...step team is starting back up!! :) yay for that...though it sucks cause since i wasn't able to really be a part of the team last semester i missed out on new steps and practicing hte old ones...so i need a lot of practice!!!  and there's a performance in two weeks *yay* lol hmm what else...oh yeah for our drama club here on campus i am an officer i know right lol my title is "student technical director"  pretty spiffy ya?  and y'all know how we had interact at GHS, well we have rotoract here (it's like a level up from interact) and it's pretty cool, we work with humane societies, habitat for humanity, etc.  so i'm excited for that starting up. let's see what else...my roomies are friggin' awesome....we have a blast in our room.  the major concern was if we'd ever get our work done lol, but no worries we do and are doing great jobs! haha...that and i am in all but one of my classes with one of my roomies, yay for both of us being Crim. majors!!  we have such a fun time with it!! plus it's great that there's someone else with a twisted mind around lol ya know!  speaking of which...the other day we spent time working on our myspace pages lol .... i now have a fun background, y'all should check it out...search for heidi-marie.  It describes me perfectly i think. ;o) i think that's about it....aside from my parents divorce finalized...lol i think that everyone is happier now.  my dog is getting better, for those of you who knew what was going on with her...she's getting up and about better now...it's still a way to recovery...but i'm glad she's doing loads better.  and I can't wait to see her in about a month!!  yay for october break!  oh and news for spring break!  totally going to myrtle beach this year!  i'm excited, we're driving down and we're going to have a blast!! so that's all that's happening in my life right now...basically i have a hand in everything and am loving it...my mom described me as someone who bounces back and forth from one thing to another (in a good way cause i do finish projects and stuff) and am involved in everything!  i love it...the freedom to just live and do what you want ya know.....it's fun and i think i'm actually taken advantage of that and i was starting to realize that my first week back before everyone moved back to campus...i'm a junior and ladies and gents...i'm gonna live it up ho-dog style!! on that note, i'm going to head to lunch with my roomie then off to class then who knows on this beautiful friday afternoon! :o) Current Mood: bouncy (Comment on this)
Monday, September 4th, 2006
8:25 am	wishin' i could just sleep forever..... so heading into the second week of classes and my hw is like Woah!  I can't believe i'm already a bit behind :o(  oh well... on another news front---well there really isn't anything hmm...i might be bringing my roomies home for october break!  i've been invited home with another friend for thanksgiving already lol...so who knows! oh and what is up with me gettin' involved this year...a lot?  not to say i wasn't before but this year is like wow...i mean i'll be a club officer in two different clubs and members of, like two others anyway...i didn't really have a reason to update...just wanted to get some nonsense out of my head since i definitely need the room there for much more confusing information---and it doesn't help that my whole sleep schedule is totally off kilter!  :o( !!!  I need to get into the swing of things and step up...i think lately i've drawn back into my shell in certain ways...i was doing so well becoming more confident and putting myself out there...no worries i haven't completely reverted back--just enough to make me feel very apprehensive about stuff.   oh well...it's that time--breakfast then class!  woo...hoo....note the lack of enthusiasm...i just want to curl up and sleep for a very long time! Current Mood: drained.exhausted.bad anxiety (Comment on this)
Friday, September 1st, 2006
8:04 am	so the roomies and i are having a frickin' blast in our awesome room! it's crazy really lol lovin' life at the moment...our theatre club had it's first officers meeting yesterday and we are on top of the ball...yes ladies and gents i'm an officer!! lol--AND i might vice prez of another club on campus--craaazaaay!!! and step team is starting up and rotoract (the level up from interact for all those from g-unit lol) my professors are pretty awesome i only have two classes in which we'll have tests so that's pretty cool. Alright well i need to go and get ready for class...but i wanted to share how much i'm enjoying myself and everything that's going on right now! Hope all is well with all of you and i miss you g-unit kids like WHOA!! well i did try to upload some pics cause their hillarious...but idk how...so if maybe someone could lemme in on the secret of how it's done that'd be great thanks! until later kids!! (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, August 11th, 2006
12:16 pm	and look as the time flies... I can't believe the summer is over!  With one week left I just wish I could stay up in NH for it to hang out with all the awesome people I've missed.  As sad as it is, I will fortunately be able to hang out with at least one cool chick this weekend!  yay for Erika!  So as my last weekend at the kennel (for the summer) I think it is definitely time to ask to leave early on both Sat. and Sun. lol Reason one...it's Erika time once I get out on Sat.! and reason two...If I can't do what I want on my last week of the summer...then by all means i'm going to make sure it flys by! :o) So If there are any people who would love to hang out...beach for the evening, movies, whatever hit up the cell or leave it here!  I will be up in NH tonite!!  Not sure what time yet lol but hopefully before 10 :o) Later kiddies! Current Mood: chipper (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 1st, 2006
9:40 pm	contemplation... well the summer is coming to a close...i have two and a half weeks before i leave to go back to college in good ol' new york!  It'll be fun back at school i'll be there a week before everyone arrives (less ppl to wade through lol) anyway.... soccer is coming to a close also :o(  it is very sad...i have grown to like the ladies i play with and it's sad to think that there's only one more night left.  ce la vie...but on a cheery note:  I SCORED A GOAL TONITE!!!  The first goal of the game to be exact lol i was happy--though it would have been better if my mom wasn't outside on her phone...i can't believe she missed it! oh well... what else...oh yeah it still seems to work, but i seem to have broken the front display panel on my phone lol...i don't really know what happened but it looks like a bullet went through the interior of the screen creating a gaping psychedelic-colored hole.  But like i said...it still works! :o) lets see...yeah i'm sorry to ppl i haven't been able to hang out with a lot or at all this summer between everyone being so busy and state hopping on my end...it's been crazy!  Next weekend will end up being my 'last' weekend in new hampshire (last to work anyway)  i might be up later the next week but i will be driving my shit back to keuka on saturday august 19th! I guess that's all for now, i haven't really posted much lately--though in reality i'm not sure what i'm supposed to say...i can't really complain about ppl too much cause i have fun with the house painters i work with, i don't know the ladies outside of soccer, and i dont' really know anyone else down here lol and i'm not home long enough to get involved in the annual drama of New boston and goffstown haha...maybe that's for the best... guess i'll talk to you kids later...call the cell if you want to hang out before i leave for school...if you need the number IM me or leave a message here :o) later! Current Mood: contemplative (Comment on this)
Monday, July 10th, 2006
6:01 pm	hey guys. in connecticut at this point in the week...woo hoo...wait let me hold back my extreme enthusiasm... :/ anyway...i just realized today that i have 7 weeks til school starts back up for Keuka and am anticipating going back and hanging with my awesome new roomies! it'll be a blast and i hope this year goes well in all aspects of life that is (a few of you know what i'm talking about). ( isolation sucks! ) ( family woes... :( ) alright well i'm off to dinner...hopefully i'll talk to someone soon...anyone that is...i'm getting desperate (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 29th, 2006
10:23 pm	all alone in a creepy old farmhouse!?!!?!?! so i'll be all by myself in the farmhouse friday and saturday night! oh dear anyone want to come and stay with me??? You Are the Enthusiast 7 You are outgoing and playful - always seeing the happy side to life. You're enthusiastic and excitable. You love anything new. Multi-talented, you do many things well... and find success easy. You prefer to keep things light with others. Opening up is hard for you. What number are you? Current Mood: blah (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, June 19th, 2006
10:40 am	Love is something to be cherished, and not thrown away like an old paper sack; it's something that should be expressed and treated with care and effort. Something no one should be afraid of--though, yes it can hurt sometimes, but that's the thing--love can heal and grow and become stronger. Love doesn't take away from you or devalue what you say or think, love is simply there. Ever present and relentless, no matter how hard we try to keep it locked away. If we allow our love for others (and ourselves) to wither away--we are allowing our friends, our family, and those we care about most to feel unappreciated and unaccepted. So take this time to go and tell your family, friends, and loved ones that they are loved and appreciated. Make the extra effort to call them up or write them a letter. Love should be celebrated, and revealed. There are millions out there who hide away their love and wander about wondering where they went wrong in this relationship and that relationship. Don't follow the crowds...follow your heart. moreover, i think i have been in love and just haven't let myself acknowledge the fact. I always thought the use of the word love ought to be saved for marriage, and to be used with the one person whom you marry... but times have changed, and so have my views... and i think, no, maybe, possibly--- i think i'm in love... (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 30th, 2006
10:49 am	Alright kids.. So i'm out of new york for the summer and living it up in connecticut!! It's pretty cool...living with my mom's bf and his two little boys, two dog, fish, and cat. They have a pool *:)*!!! So my job with them right now is dropping off the boys at school in the morning and then i'm done. It's fairly boring so far...i get to come back to the house...and lounge i guess you could say. do a movie use the pool...*yawn* this is my first actual day of dropping off the kids...and i'm already bored!!! I need friends!!! so please come and visit me!! Jim (that's mom's bf's name) said i could have friends come down to visit anytime (no drugs and alcohol to a minimum boys and girls :P)!! No worries i'm not throwing any big parties but i would love to have some company sometime!! I'm not sure exactly when I'll be in NH...here and there i suppose. oh and next week i'll be starting my second job as....wait for it....a PAINTER!!! lol I'll be painting, caulking, puttying (spelling?), tiling, and goodness knows what else but it pays well so i'm kind of excited to learn something new! Um aside from all that...hmm...oh in other news my mom got a new apartment!! It's huge and i have my own room in it AND it's in New boston on river road...it's the old farm house down from byam road. it's pretty cool, so **i will be living there full time** when i'm not at school in NY or here in CN. As much as my mum thinks my step-dad and i will make amends...i'm not feeling it happening anytime soon... I'm not going all overboard with this...a lot of you probably don't know whats going on that's okay...but the whole situation wreaks of plain...ickiness (for lack of better description right now sorry). He thinks he's so high handed and mighty...and that he's rigth on all counts and well i'm done with it...when i came home for my birthday...that was the last straw. he's inconsistent, unempathetic, inconsiderate, i could go on but i won't...suffice it to say, if i could i would have all my stuff already moved into my mom's new place...Oh well... Erika-i talked to my mom, if there's a weekend she's coming down here and you have off of work, she said she's cool with driving you down with her (if ya want to come visit). Abby, J'ai, Sara-miss you girls very much and miss talking to ya...hope things are going well...good luck with your anime cons and summer jobs and summer fun... everyone else--hope everyone has an awesome summer!! and good luck to those working with Chicago!! break a leg and i hope to come up for it! with a reminder to call me (3048397303) or come visit me (im me for info and directions!!) this is me signing off... Current Mood: ambiguous (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 22nd, 2006
4:54 pm	7 more weeks... I sit here going through my desk throwing out papers and scraps and saving xmas cards and the like. It's weird, packing up my belongings and planning on bringing possessions home this early in the year. Spring break commences at the end of classes on Friday afternoon, I will be leaving for home Saturday morning...me being "the goods" at a drop off occurring on the Mass Pike. I'm excited to have this break (finally) from campus, classes, people on campus, theatre (trust me on this one), and even some of my roomies. I think we all need some space about now and break couldn't come fast enough. Though it depresses me that even though i'll be home for about a week, i won't be able to go to work, and i probably won't be able to see anyone; either y'all have already been on break, or the rest of y'all are going to be in school (GHS). It's weird thinking that in 7 weeks after break my sophomore year of college will be over. I'll be a junior. It's crazy. Absurd. Unbelievable. And frightning. I'm not sure how everyone else feels about this, but I have a many mixed feelings about it. But yes, I have spent the last hour or so going through my desk deciding which things can go home (next i move onto my side of the closet). And I got to thinking that either i'm not ready for the real world and it's all coming on to fast, or I've been ready and i'm just anxious because it hasn't started yet. Either way, as the year winds down, my insides are wriggling and squirming with what's to come (family stuff at home, losing people here, not knowing what i'm going to do with my life). So I'm going to go back to cleaning and sorting through my belongings while listening to a mix of music (ranges form rap to country to Ska to punk to disney music to queen and the like). I hope everyone's school year is winding down on many a positive note and wish you all luck with midterms, finals and other academic follies that may come your way. This is Heidi, signing off from Keuka College, New York. Good Night. Current Mood: but on a serious note (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, March 5th, 2006
1:22 pm	Hmm...Don't I sound absolutely scrumptious! ;) FOSSIL FUEL! You scored 66% SWEET, 62% CHUNKY, and 85% UNIQUE! sweet cream ice cream with chocolate cookie pieces, fudge dinosaurs and a fudge swirl Rock out! You are quite the unique flavor with the added touch of yummy little dinosaurs and things. You're a nice person with a bit of a wild side, and very creative. Your mind works in wondrous ways and you have no problem sharing your unique thoughts with others. You know how to have fun without being an outright nuisance. Very nice. My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 22% on SWEET You scored higher than 32% on CHUNKY You scored higher than 97% on UNIQUE Link: The Ben & Jerry's Ice Cream Flavor Test written by weered1 on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test Current Mood: i have incredible bed head (Comment on this)
Monday, February 27th, 2006
2:02 pm	have at it kids! http://kevan.org/johari?name=redreynolds Current Mood: in massive pain (3 Comments |Comment on this)
1:53 pm	You're Bosnia-Herzegovina! You've just been through a big tragedy.  You weren't sure you were going to make it at all.  Now that you have, there's a lot to pick back up in your life, and not enough people are helping you.  You just wanted a little more freedom, a chance to be away from those who thought poorly of you.  Now it's time to build up some confidence, and it looks like you have a good chance at that.  But you'll need a lot of therapy. Take the Country Quiz at the Blue Pyramid (Comment on this)
Monday, February 6th, 2006
12:03 am	Hey only 7 more weeks til break! lol Hey you guys, i'm back in New York gearing up for second semester in the sophomore year here at Keuka. Classes start tomorrow and i have three on mon/fri, so i'm happy. That and i only have one class on tu/th. and well four on wed. but i still think i've got it good. So superbowl...yeah who didnt' see that coming lol. anyway not as exciting as it could have been and now i'm off to bed as i have to get up early for class tomorrow and i want to be peppy, intelligent,...-well at least awake lol talk to y'all later! (Comment on this)
Monday, January 16th, 2006
9:42 pm	Wow! I'm definitely getting really bad at updating this... Wow, I haven't done this in a while. I guess things to me just don't seem that much of a thing to write about. Until, that is, someone asked me the other day--what side of the earth had I fallen off of. Alright, so here's a quick run down: I got home just about two weeks ago from interning with the Red Cross for almost a month. I have about three weeks left here at home before I fly out back to New York on Febuary 3rd. I start work tomorrow (the 17th of Jan.) and will be working from 7am-3pm every Tues., Wed., Fri., and Sat. right up until the first of Feb. It's a bit weird right now, living back and forth between my parents. I've done it before when I was a child, but at this point in time, doing while on break from college, it's quite a hassle. It would so much easier if I could stay at one place the whole time; but I know that's not possible for many reasons. But like I said, just under three weeks left. And then it's back to my good, stable, life at college. Which for the know, I will be attending an extra year due to the addition to my Crim. major of a Master's program. Hopefully this will help me when I do have to enter the real world. So to all of you who I wasn't able to see before you left to go back to school--I'm sorry, I miss you and I wish you best of luck in this next semester! And I can't wait to see you in the summer. And to those of you still around...I would love to get together to hang out! Abby, Erika, and a few others in mind but you know who you are! Here's a glitch, I don't have my own car these days, so people would have to be flexible...it definitely sucks with out a vehicle. Well, bye for now, I've got to get up to leave at 5:30 tomorrow morning. And I've still work to do on my internship project. Until next time... Au revoir mes amis! Current Mood: missing how things were... (2 Comments |Comment on this)